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Heyy ...

hummm .

kadanggg sejuk sejuk macam neyy lepak lepak dalam bilik sambil denga lagu memang layann habes laa kann ??

haduiiii ~
ape nak cakap ae ?

korang dengar dengar laa lagu korea neyy ye .

tajuk dy :

* YOU WOULDN'T ANSWER MY CALL by 2AM *

sedih lagu neyy . 

tengoklaa video dy ily dah post dekat bawah entry neyy ..

lagu neyy seyez macam mendayu gilerr , tambah dengar malam malam neyy 

awuhaiiii ~
tuhhh dy mule lah nak pk macam macam dalam kepala hotak neyy ..

*sighh

heshh ..

shhhhh shhhh shhhhh ! tamaw pk bukan bukan ..

kadangg suke sangat melayan perasaan ..

haihhhh ~

sabau jelaaa .

*ily , ape yang ade dalam haty , simpan je kayy ? orang laenn tak perlu tawu .

orang yang betol betol kenal kau je tawu kau orang yang macam mane .

perasaan kau untuk DIA ponn , kau simpan je .

jaoh di sudut haty , kau sendiri tawu kann DIA mustahil untuk jadi milik kau ?

tawu takk ?

abang ily , MOHD NUR HAKIM tuhh ,

dia selalu marah bila ily cakap ily tak chantekk .

tapi abanggg , hakikatnya memang macam tuhh laa .

ily mane ad chantek macam orang laenn ..

chubby lagi . HAHA .

*kadangg tak bersyukur ily neyy !

hmmmm ..

entahlaaa .. LIFE ISN'T EASY AITE ??

setiap kali I fall in love with sumone ,

persoalan yang selalu keluar dari kepala hotak neyy :

BOLEH KE DIA TERIMA DIRI AKU NEYY ?

tatawlaa ..

kite tunggu dan lihat jelaa .

but I dun think he'l be mine .

kann awakk ? 

tapelaa . asalkan awak bahagia , saye bahagia untuk awaklah .

AHAH ..

kadang kau boleh tahan sakai jugakk ily uii .

okayylaaa .. N Y T E ;))

You Wudn't Answer My Call ;(( *sedihh

ungu :: PERCAYA PADAKU :D

wuuuhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;)))

saye seorang kaki 

A I S K R I M M M M M M M M M :DD

S L E E P I N G Q U E E N*

Heyy ;))

sihat ? dah makan ? cukop tido x ?

AHAH .. 

kalau semua jawapannye ANGGUK ,

well then its gud :D

sleeping is kinda hobby of mine i guess ..

suke betol tido ..

HEAVEN ~~

hahaha .

yelaaa sape yang tak suke tido kann ?

takyah nak geleng sangatlaa kepala tuhh kayy ;p

tido time hujan lagi laaa ..

fuhhh ~ bagi kitaran 12 jam ponn bole ..

;))

weekend neyy itulah keja nye ..

tido tido tido dan tido .

haihhh ~

ape nak jadi neyy ily amer uiii*

tengok ae ;

JUMAAT :: tido pukul 2 pagi ,

PAGI SABTU :: bangun pukul 12 ,

PETANG SABTU :: sambung tido 3-7 petang ,

SABTU MALAM :: tido pukul 6

*blogging sampai pukul 3 

*tengok movie sampai pukul 6

AHAD :: tadaaaaaa ! bangun pukul 1 setengah !

S A T U S E T E N G A H okayyy ??

tak penah dibuat nye tawu ke ? :P

awuhaiiiii ~

itu namanye TIDO SAMPAI LEBAM ..

hahahahaha ..

sumpahlaa tak penah buat macam neyy ..

hehe..

kadang kalau tak cukop tido ponn pening . mengantuk .

ini ponn kalau dah terlebih tido , ponn pening . ponn mengantukk jugakk ..

adoyyyyy ~ 

apa jugaa maw jadi ini anak dara ..

huahua ..

sabo jelaaa .

hausmate dua dua orang neyy ponn same naek je .

pastu bangun tido cite itu ini mimpi ..

tak bley blahh mimpi thriller !

nak tawu mimpi ape ?

kira ily bagi tajuk mimpi tuhh ;

" DENDAM SI NENEK TUA "

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

*sakai kann ??

okayylah . thats all kot ..

nak makan . daa ~

falling and being in L.O.V.E.

Heyy ~ 

we meet again :D

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGLE by THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

whenever I listen to this song , I remember HIM . 

HAHAHA ..

and if the question WHY appear from his mouth again ,

WHY do I love HIM ,

WHY do I like HIM ,

WHY it must be HIM ,

WHY , WHY , and WHY ??

all i cud answer is ,

 awak , love doesnt need a reason okayy ;))

It is hard to realize that you are falling in love with sumone .

 One cannot tell precisely, for sure, when was that you actually fell in love .

 However, this mystery makes the whole experience very charming and beautiful .

 Love is one such feeling that cannot be defined, explained or described; it can only be felt and experienced . You can tell for sure if you have fallen in love if you have been suffering from the symptoms of being in love like fluttering of eyelids, beating of heart, etc. 

Being in love is a feeling of pleasure and pain, ecstasy and torment, but, it's simply beautiful . 

buttttttt , if u love sumone ,

If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just.. passes you by.

okayyy ?? :D


p/s : I dun wanna fall too deep for you because I am afraid I might end up with broken heart AGAIN .
but day by day , I think I love YOU more ;))
and I am sorry for that ..

daadaa and sayonara ~

heal your heart and take a new start

Heyy guys ;))

its a lil boring aite especially when there's not much to do in the weekend ..

hurmm ..

“To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.”

the feelings of being love by sumone we love is great ..

i mean bila tengah hotttt berchenta ,

everything is okayy ..

some do end up with a Fairytale ending .. the lucky one lahh ..

but some might end with Broken Heart ..

kann ?

well , i guess I am the UNlucky one ..

HAHAHA ..

but heyy ! nevermind ..

soon , the wund will heal by itself ..

just trust in yours that u can do it .

people who never wanna give a try , will say that THEY CAN'T .

but u see , my wound have heal ..

and believe me , IT IS MUCH BETTER NOW ;))

whenever I am broken i keep holding and trust in these qoute .

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak , sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go .

believe it or not , u r getting more stronger because of that heartbreaker ;))

just keep believing that there are certain thing in life that you just have to let it go , let it be your past and let it be one of the best memory in your life .

okayyy ?? ;))

so , people out there !

men or women , ladies or guys , 

JUST HEAL YOUR HEART AND TAKE A NEW START .

au revoir ~

great people in my great life

Heyy guys ;))


walaweyhh , lame gilerr tak update . mahapkan saye yerr .
bukan tuan hamba taknak mengePOST untuk kome kome sekelian , cume line neyy haaa serupe lembu .
heyhhhh ~
ini baqhu leerrr ade chance cket kann .
kekadang si TENET neyy sakai jugakk suke jadi pendengki dekat aku yang baekk haty neyy . HAHA


okayylaaa .
people come and go from my life .
and all of them are among THEBEST from the best ..
people says that we learn from the past aite ?
my past grows me up as a girl who appreciate every single person that exist in my life , so much ..
and im afraid of losing them ..
lets not talk about MYBELOVEDFAMILY rite now ..
lets talk about MYBELOVEDFRIENDS and MYLOVE ..


BELOVED FRIENDS ..
hemmm ..
i got quite a number of friends act ..
but among the many numbersss , i only pick up MYFAVOURITENUMBERS .
and those are you , you , you , you , you , you , you , you and you .
i am stronger when im with them .. when i have them ..
when they are with me ..
giving me support ..
they are the one who encourage me ..
who always there when i need them .
lending me their shoulders ..
and for that ,
zillion thanx to my angle ;


NURSALMA , MOHD NUR HAKIM , AINUL AMIRA , NURULAQIELA , NUR AFIFAH , AFNI SUZANI , NUR FAZIRA , NUR LIYANA , and NORHAFIZAH .


YOU ALL ARE MY STRENGTH sayangs and ILURVEYOU soooooooooo much .
there'll be no me with the great laugh without YOU ;))
lets just hope that our friendship will be Bless by HIM , The Almighty ..
aminnnnnnn ..
the imaginary of losing all of you one day have never cross me in mind ..
remembering the great memories that we spent together made me smile and laugh or sumtimes cry i guess ..
i doubt you guys are the best forever ..


hurmm ..talking about my love ,
the one and only person that exist in mind rite now is of course HIM .
takkan HER pulakk kann ? adessss ~
its kinda sucks when it comes to my love life ..
men come and leave just like that .
as if they never have feelings towards me ..
HAHA
its fun actually ..
love love love and love .
well , it is adorable to be love by our love .
there's this great feeling when we love sumone ..
light or dark , he's the one in mind ..
kann kann ? jangan tak ngaku okayy ?
menipu laa namanye tuhh ..
so , nak cakap sekarang neyy suda ada MYLOVE ...
belom lagi kott selepas yang dulu ..


there's one guy who I , myself truly admit that 
I fall in love with him ..
fall for HIM deeply and if the question WHY comes out from his mouth again ,
all I cud answer is IDON'TKNOW !
trust me ..
there's no reasons when i love sumone i guess ..
its not because his appearance , money , wealth , or wutever ..
you see , i dun even knoe y .
the hardest or maybe the most shame things i have ever done in my life is confessing that ILIKEHIM . 
hahahahaha ..
*sumpah malu
but i wudnt confess if he doesnt knoe okayy ;))
lupekan jelaa ..


p/s : Day by day , ILOVEYOU more taw takk ?


it is sumthing that i myself didnt expect to happen ..
LOVE HAPPEN JUST LIKE THAT OKAYY ;))
but my journey in this great life is miles away ..
too many to be done ..
so , korang wish me luck with HIM taw . 


sudah sudahlaa . dah pukul 1 pagi dahh . dahla class besok pukul 8 .
lame lame post makin meraban . 
hehehe ..
okayy laa . sowi kalau tak berapa best . HAHA .
nyte . daadaa ~ 

HEARTY

sabarlah wahai HATY..

si TuanPunyaBadan tahu KAMU suda semakin ke arah DIA ..

belajar untuk berkawan tanpa wujudnya perasaan SAYANGS dengan cepat sangat okayy ;))

*unexpect n unpredict

Banyak benda dalam hidup neyy yang kita tak jangka akan berlaku dan mungkin tak penah terlintas ponn dalam kepala otak neyy akan berlaku .. kann ?
contoh terdekat saya amek kawan kawan laa okayy ..


KAWAN ??
kawan kawan neyy banyak jenis . banyak sangatt ..
ad kawan suka ..
ad kawan duka ..
ad kawan y berkawan dengan kita kerana paras ..
ad kerana harta ..
dan mungkin jugak untuk menguasai pemikiran kawan kawan laen , if kawan tuhh lebih tua laa i mean ..
penah terpk takk mungkin jugakk si kawan tuhh just berkawan dengan kita semata mata nak MENUMPANG kebijaksanaan kawan laen ??
atauponn si kawan tuhh punya niat nak MEMPORAK PERANDAKAN persahabatan kawan laen ??


pernah terpk takk ??
kalau ad BAGOSS laa ;))


memang laa tak elok kalau sentiasa SYAK WASANGKA dengan kawan sendiri ..
but at least syak tuhh mesti ad .. in fact WAJIB ad !!
awareness kann ~
sebabbbb ,
NOBODY KNOES WUTS GONNA HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE ~
rite ??


kawan yang kita sangka mampu dan boleh membimbing kita ke arah y lebih baekk ,
takk semestinya MAMPU , tak semestinya BOLEH , dan tak semestinya AKAN .
bagi saya , melalui kawan kita dapat kenal macam macam manusia kat dunia neyy ..
saya neyy jenis y bole mix dengan semua orang ..
tak kesahlaa dari mana , apa bangsa , ap jenis perangai sekali ponn ..
sebab bagi saya , berkawan tuhh memanglaa bia beribu ..
even kalau korang nak berjuta sekaliponn .. AMBEKLAA . hahaha ..
but saya menilai orang dalam masa yang sama .




dan saya berpegang pada benda neyy ..
nak berkawan dengan sape ponn , kawan laa ..
ASALKAN ,
jangan terikot ikot dengan perangai si kawan KALAU kita dah tawu si kawan tuhh manusia macam mana ..
okayy ?? ;))
kawan kawan saya terdiri dari macam macam jenis orang ..
ad y KAKI CLUBBING , KAKI SMOKE , KAKI MINUM , HARDCORE , LESBIAN , YANG PERNAH HAVING SEX DENGAN BF , BACKSTABBER , .. and blablabla ..
bagi saya laa , setiap manusia kann ad KELEBIHAN dan KEKURANGAN masing masing ..
tapi saya percaya , buruk macam mana sekaliponn dorang tuhh ..
deep inside saya percaya jugakk , MANUSIA MAMPU BERUBAH ..
deep inside , dorang ad baiknya jugakk ..
just take the positive site only ..
okayy ;))


PERCAYA ATAU TAKK ??
kalau saya cakap ,
KEBANYAKAN kawan yang kita anggap baekk serba serbi depan kita sebenanye LEBIH TEROK dari kawan yang kita anggap tak bole pakai PADA MULANYA ??
haaaaa ?? kann ?
NOBODY KNOES WUTS GONNA HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE aite ?


tambah kesian kalau si kawan yang kita anggap tak bole pakai tuhh ,
sebenanye cuma MANGSA KEADAAN . haduiiii ~
takk pasal pasal je kann ?
tapi tuhh laa ..
da jadik bubur je nasik tuhh ;))
ape ape jadik ponn ,
life must be carry on .
BELAJAR LAA UNTUK BELAJAR DARI PENGALAMAN LAMPAU ..
banyak benda yang kita bole dapat ..


PEOPLE WHO REALIZE HE MAKES MISTAKES BUT NEVER WANNA LEARN FROM IT IS A RECKLESS ~
just KEEP MOVING AND DUN EVER LOOK BACK !
okayy ??
renungkan dan fahamilaa okie ;))

daddy and me

Heyy ..


hari neyy hari last dekat ruma . besok pagi da nak balek kolumpo dahh ..
kejap ja masa tuhh berjalan . pejam celik da habes da semester break sy .
takk puas pulakk .. hurmm ..


bapak . ayah . abah . walid . daddy . dad . papa .
satu panggilan yang tak asing lagi bagi setiap ANAK di muka bumi neyy ..

ENCIK AMIRKHALID BIN YAHYA

DIA lah ketua keluarga ,
DIA lah pencari nafkah ,
DIA jugakk lah pemberi nafkah ,
DIA yang tak penah berputus asa ,
DIA yang tak penah mengeluh ,
DIA yang sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik untuk anak anak ,
DIA insan penyayang ,
DIA yang mahu aku berjaya ,
DIA jugakk yang sering aku sakiti hatinya ,
DIA yang aku pasti mahu aku menjadi insan berguna kelak ,
dan DIA ... adalah insan yang aku gelar BAPAK !


bapak amek cuti 3 hari sebelum sy balek KL ..
dia cakap dekat mami , dia nak spend time dengan anak dia ( saya ) ..
and i knoe im gonna miss him a lot ..


3 hari dekat rumah , dia suro sy bawak dia naek keta .
sy tolong dia memasak  n kemas rumahh ..
and then pagi tadi masa sy tengah sidai baju ,
dia datang ..
berdiri dekat pintu ..
dia panggil and dia cakap ,


 " Besok tinggai bapak sorang laa lepas kakak balekk . Shian bapak . "


sy cuma senyum ..
dan bila sy pusing balekk ke arah ampaian baju ..
ada titisan mengalir di pipi sy ..
sebaknya hati sy masa tuhh ..
sayang nak tinggalkan dia , mami dengan adik .
satu satunya orang yang mampu buat sy menangis dalam sekelip mata cuma BAPAK .
bukan mami , bukan adik ..


dan bila sy teringat balekk ..
malam malam sebelum dia tido , sy selalu urut kaki dia ..
masa tuhh dia akan pesan dekat sy macam macam ..
adakala kalau sy taknakk urut kaki dia , sy mesti bentak bentak ..
dan dia akan cakap ..


" Nanti bila bapak dah takkdak , masa tuhh mesti ternampak nampak lagi bapak tidoq dekat sini . Masa tuhh dah tak boleh dah nak picit kaki bapak . Dah takdak dah sapa sapa nak suruh picit kaki . "


di saat tuhh , sekelip mata saja sy bole nangis ..
tersedarr betapa berdosanya saya bila berkelakuan macam tuhh dekat dia ..
ampunkan sy YA ALLAH ..
sedangkan dia , tak penah membantah segala kemahuan sy ..
apa y sy nakk , dia belikan ..
ANYTHING !
tapi sy maseh tawu had untuk meminta ..


nak dibandingkan dengan adik , sy lagi rapat dengan bapak . dari kecik lagi ..
adik lebih dengan mami ..
so , tak heranlaa ..
I AM DADDY's PRINCESS ! ;))
and im PROUD to admit it ..


bila sy dengan bapak dekat rumahh , macam macam aktiviti kami buat ..
dan dia suka ajar sy masak ..
HE's AN EXCELLENT CHEF U KNOE !
dan sy amek peluang tuhh untuk belaja memasak dengan dia ..
dia selalu cakap ,


" Sementara bapak ada lagi , belajaq laa . Nanti bila bapak dah takdak , sapa nak ajaq kakak masak sedapp macam bapak ? "


HAHA . perasan tuhh ad jugakk ..


hurmm .. kalau bole sy nak banggakan dia sementara dia maseh ad ..
hajat dia , dia nak sy sambung study dekat overseas dalam TESL ..
dia nak sy ikot jejak langkah dia pegi AUSTRALIA ..
insyaallah ..


p/s : daddy , i want u to knoe , that u are the best dad i've ever had . lurve u always ..

C H E N T A atau L U R V E ~

Heyy !! *wajib ada ;))

Hati saya sudaa terpaut SEKALI LAGI . heshh ! *tak serik serik

Salah saya ke kalau saya SUKA si DIA ? 

Saya SUKA berborak dengan si DIA dalam FBie .

Saya SUKA tengok muka si DIA . *chomel sangat maybe hensem jugak kott 

Saya SUKA SUKA dan SUKA ~~

Saya tak salah kann ? Salahkan HEARTY saya okayyy ;))

Sapa suroh HATY neyy bukak pintu kann . hahaha 

haduiiiii ~

NewYear.NewBook.NewStory.

Heyy !! 
semua orang membanjiri DataranJamBesar tadi . haduiiii . event besar nak berlangsung kann ;))
saya dalam bilik je massage kaki Ayahanda . hahaha . and i looked at the clock ..

my NewYear clock ~ tik tok tik tok tik TOKK !

my FireCrackers ~ bommbommpommpomm ;))

Heyyyy ! :D its NewYear babeh :)) give me your BIGGGG smile .

FAREWELL 2010 ~~ forget all the past okayy ? ;))

and here it is .. I WARMLY WELCOME YOU 2011 :DD

yeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! 


*wish wish :: i wish that this 2011 will be very nice to me . i wish to forget all the past and begin a new chapter in my life . NewYear . NewBook . NewStory . and NewMe . 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ;)) 

mmmmmuahhhxxxx !