Sunday, June 26, 2011

*Ehmm

Hi there.Being home,I've been quite busy.With stuffs.The house chores.Settle down my younger sister.Oh ya!Online-ing.Sleeping,not to forget.SMS-ing and calling.What else?Hang-out with buddies.Went shopping with mummy this morning.It's mom and daughter's day out huh :) We bought pants for me but since I'm a chubby ugly girl,it's quite hard for me to buy pants that suits me.*because I am quite cerewet when it comes to pants.So I'd say,3 hours is just a very short period for me to shop.We bought T-shirts.Mummy too shop for herself.We bought daddy The Body Shop perfume and we spent MYR300+ at there.*untunglaa tauke kedai tu -,-

Actually,nak beli pants another one dengan t-shirt lagi but PDI tade dekat sini,so balek KL nanty jelaa sambung.Plus,nak beli baju raya dekat sane jugak.SEE!Banyak benda pulak nak beli.HAH!We went to Vincci but I can't find even one flat which suits me.Patern semua tak menambat haty.Mummy suggest supaya beli high heel.Haihh -,- FYI,I'm not a feminin girl and not-even-to-be.Plus,kalau nak berjalan dekat kolej,satu hari suntuk takkan nak pakai heel?Menyusahkan diri je.

Otw back,nak singgah McD but then tengok jam dah tak sempat sebab we need to picked-up adik at school.So,naek Nouvo LC kesayangan sambil bawak sambil makan aiskrim.Ouch!Sorry ngek :) Saye makan aiskrim lagi hari ni.HEHE.And end up right now,we both keletihan.Ngantuk.Okay bubye :D

Friday, June 24, 2011

*touchy

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
 


Sunday, June 19, 2011

OKAY.JIWANG SAT.


Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu
Menyempurnakan anku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini 

Di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Hadir di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
 
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

ALYAH-KISAH HATI

Saturday, June 18, 2011

You are THE BEST I've ever had.

Hai Assalamualaikum :)

Orang kata kasih ibu membawa ke syurga,kasih ayah pulak sepanjang masa.Betul kan?Sungguh pun bukan ayah yang melahirkan kita,tapi tak salah jugak kalau ily cakap ayah tu tak penah tade di sisi kita bila kita perlukan dia.Ayah mungkin bukan insan yang memahami macam ibu tapi ayah tak penah letih untuk mencuba.

Bagi ily,bapak tak penah tak bagi sokongan lagi lagi dalam setiap benda yang ily buat.Mungkin bapak bukan seorang ayah yang pandai memujuk,dia seorang yang sangat tegas tapi bertempat.Mungkin jugak sebab bapak bekas Tentera Udara,so perwatakan dalam army tu macam terikut ikut kot.Nak compare dengan adik,ily lagi rapat dengan bapak.Adik lebih kepada mami.Tapi,ily tak penah malu untuk mengaku yang ily memang anak manja bapak,tak penah ada istilah malu untuk sayang bapak depan khalayak ramai dan tak penah ada rasa malu untuk jalan sambil pegang tangan bapak kalau pegi pasar malam atau supermarket.HEHE.

Bapak tak penah lupa ingatkan ily hal hal duniawi dan akhirat.Dia tak lekang dengan nasihat dan ily tawu semua tu cuma dengan satu tujuan.Nak menjadikan ily anak solehah yang seimbang dunia dan akhirat.Tipu kalau cakap bapak tak penah marah ily.Dan ily pulak cuma dengan bapak je air mata senang keluar.Tataw laa kenapa tapi pantang bapak cakap tegas,tinggi suara sikit,nanty tengok tengok dah berlinang.haha.Cuma bapak sorang je dalam rumah ni berkemampuan macam tu :)

Nak cite sikit laa pasal bapak.Dia anak bongsu dari 4 beradik.Arwah nenek meninggal masa bapak umur 3 bulan kalau tak silap.Kanser otak.Mami cakap bapak nakal sangat masa budak budak dulu.Degil of course laa kan.Dia membesar tanpa arwah nenek di sisi,tanpa kasih ibu.So,atok laa yang kena jadi ayah,atok jugak laa kena jadi ibu.

Kalau bab akademik,bapak macam tegas sikit.Dia selalu pesan dekat ily dengan adik,belajar sungguh sungguh.Nanti bole pegi Australia macam dia.Jelas yang bapak memang nak kami dua adik beradik ikut jejak langkah dia.Dia kalau bole nak kami belajar selagi termampu dan jangan pernah putus asa.Belajar tinggi tinggi,kerja bagus bagus supaya bila besar bole jaga adik,mami dengan bapak.Itu pesanan dia dekat ily.Dia selalu cakap kalau kakak tak maw tolong diri sendiri,tak maw berusaha,macam mana nak jaga mami dengan bapak bila mami dengan bapak dah tua nanti.

Dan ily pegang setiap kata kata bapak.Akan terus pegang.Insyaallah.

Lagi satu,bapak chef terbaek dari ladang.haha.Makanan yang dia masak semua superb!Kalau bapak cuti,duduk rumah kami 4 beranak,ily,adik dengan mami duduk goyang kaki je.sebab bapak memang chef terhandal.Cakap je nak makan apa,semua tawu.

Dah membebel panjang dah ni.So,di kesempatan yang masih ada ni.Oh lupa!ni bapak saye :D


'HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY'
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for the memories.
Thank you for every moment we spent.
Thank you for the advice.
Thank you for always be there when I need you.
Thank you for being such a lovely and supportive dad.
AND
Thank you CHEF :)




Saturday, June 11, 2011

Beloved MUMMY vs LEHA.

Okay nak cerita.Oh btw,Assalamualaikum. *wah da pandai bagi salam rupanya kau ily!hah!

It was last night bile ily janji dengan Todd,anak kawan baek mami untuk pegi tengok wayang hari ni.Nama kawan baek mami tu Wan Zaleha.So,we both pun plan laa itu ini berkompromi macam macam semata mata nak ajak our both mom join kitorang sekali.

This morning,mami tengah make-up muka dy,ily dengan adik tengah duduk duduk atas katil dalam bilik mami and suddenly mami menyanyi.Lagunya berbunyi begini.

JANGAN TELEFON LAGI
LEHA TAK BOLEH PERGI

And then ily terus menengok mami terchenta dan terburailah ketawa kami anak beranak bertiga.Ily tengok mami sebab ingatkan mami nak cover depan adik yang Wan Zaleha dengan anaknya Todd,tak boleh join tengok wayang.Maklumlaaa sebab si adik ni mengidam kempunan teringin nakkkkkkk sangat tengok wayang.

'Lagu apa mami reka ni mi?hahaha'
'Eish mana ada reka.Lagu betul laa',kata mami sambil tersengih depan cermin.
and then mami sambung dengan muka cool berserta suara yang nyaring macam penyanyi Bollywood era dulu duluan.

JANGAN KAWAN DENGANNYA
JANGAN KAWAN DENGAN ANAKKU
SEJAK ITU ASYIK TERMENUNG
FIKIRAN KUSUT BERTAMBAH BINGUNG

HEH!Dan kami bertiga TERketawa lagi.bhahaha.apa punya lagu daa mami -,-

Friday, June 10, 2011

Kami pencinta makanan.

Hai :) sihat?alhamdulillah kalau sihat.ily pun semakin sihat dan bertambah tambah sihat.lagi lagi cuti sem kan.hah!tunggu apa lagi.TAMBAH MATA KILO!haha.Rasanya kali ni cuma nak berceloteh sikit pasal NGEK kot.hehe.

p/s : ngek,kalau awak baca ni,jangan tersengih sorang sorang depan laptop okay ;)

Kami kenal tadelaa sampaii setahun pun lagi.Baru nak masuk 5 bulan je tapi entahlaa.Mungkin dengan sikap dy yang easy-going,peramah,kelakar dan tak pandai menipu tu,kami kamceng.Bak kata ngek,kira bole buat genglaa.haha.Susah nak marah marah dekat ngek ni.Paling kurang pun merajuk je tu pun tak lama.Ngek kuat merajuk jugak.Nak pujuk tayah cakap laa.Peluh -,- haha.

Nak tawu kenapa panggil dy ngek?Cite dy macam ni.Kitorang tengah bersembang pasal bantal busuk masing masing and then ily bagi tawu dy kalau kecik kecik dulu,bapak selalu panggil ily busuk.Even sampai dah besar ni pun,still lagi panggil busuk.Lagi lagi time nak kejut ily bangun.So,ngek terus panggil ily busuk.To be exact,BUDAK BUSUK.jaga kamu!debik bagi taw lahh ;p

Dah kata bole buat geng kan,even kenal dy tak lama,bole kata kami banyak jugak persamaan dan yang paling banyak is pasal makanan.Mula rasa macam kebetulan je ni but then da makin lama makin banyak tawu pasal dy,rasa macam eh! apehal banyak persamaan ni?haha.Dy pun macam pelik sikit,tak sangka.

First,kami suka minum teh o suam cuma yang berbeza dekat sini is dy suka yang kurang manis and ily pulak tak kesah cuma jangan laa terlalu manis.Bila ily cakap kurang manis,means gula yang ada dalam gelas dy tu jangan sapa pun berani kacau.Kang ada yang kena marah.*saye dah penah kena marah -,- HAHA.Second,nasik ayam and then ayam goreng.Tapi rasanya yang part kelakar tu,kami suka makan lauk goreng lagi lagi yang panas panas tu.Ikan temenung or ikan kembung.meowww!macam kucing.ouch sory ngek!Kamu tak suke kucing kan.haha.

Lagi satu susu.Dy cerita semalam.Dy cakap ada member dy bagi susu dengan air laici and dy cakap dy anti gila dekat susu.Yang dy minum cuma susu coklat Dutch Lady.Yang tu je,yang laen tak.And masa tu ily macam,haihh takkan yang ni pun sama lagi.Melampau ni!hahaha.Samelaa kite ngek.Ily cukup tak bole dengan susu.Kalau teringin nak tengok ily muntah,meh laa letak susu satu sudu pun dah cukup depan hidung.Confirm muntah! Ily cuma minum susu coklat Dutch Lady dan ily suka kalau letak ais cube.

Rasanya setakat sekarang yang berbeza pun mungkin when it comes to ice-cream.Kalau aiskrim McD tu,ily suka Sundae Strawberry tapi dy suka Sundae Chocotop.Langsung tak sedap la ngek coklat keras dekat aiskrim tu.Spoil nak makan.HEHE.Jangan marah :)

Okay dah penat membebel.Dah bole benti dah.See ya :D

Thursday, June 09, 2011

Sekeping hati buat awak.

Rase macam malam ni ana yang punyalahh.
haha

terima kaseh NGEK atas pengakuan tu.
sungguh saye tak sangka dan saye tak penah duga.

takpelaa.
jauh di sudut haty,saye maseh lagi berdoa untuk awak dan dia.
walaupun awak tak permanent saye punye,kite tetap bole jadi BFF.
dan saye maseh ade peluang untuk jage awak,hargai awak dan keep on sayang awak.
dan saye nak cakap,

I LOVE YOU MORE NGEK :)
sayangs kau lah gile!

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

kau dah tua GILA!

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera.
okeng.
I just wanna make this to the simplest way.

Abang Sakai,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU :)

thank you for everything.

for the moment we cherish.

for the ears you'd lent for me.

for lending me shoulder when I need someone to be by my side.

for being such a great,wonderful and awesome friend.

All I wish is :

May you'll be bless by HIM.

May you success in life.

May our friendship last forever.

ILOVEYOUABANG :)


p/s:nampak sangat perasan hawt kan?haha.jangan salah faham okeng.mamat ni bukan si sotong lembut.dy budak tarian zapin.tapi confirm bukan budak awww.heh!



THANK YOU af "rawwwrr" :)

Haii semua.Assalamualaikum *ceyh.haha.entry kali ni rasanya dibuat khas untuk abang afro kot.sape heh abang afro?boyfriend ke?abang kandung ke?pakcik?sepupu?haaaa ni nak habaq sikit.abang afro ni actually abang fasi dekat kolej.tulis macam da lame kenal kan?perasan tak?haha.padahal kenal dekat facebook je pun.kalau kat kolej muntah laa kalau si afro ni nak perasan.kite yang perasan dy.heh!sory brahhh.HAHA.few months ago,abg afro ad bagi link blog dy dekat ily disebabkan mase tu ily mintak pendapat dy.

beranikan diri tanye afro macam mane ae kalau perempuan sukekan seorang lelaki and nak luahkan perasaan dekat lelaki tu?yelaa.korang pun mesti tawu kan.kalau lelaki fall in love dengan perempuan,pi mai pi mai tup tup perempuan tu confirm terima lelaki tu punye.kan?even ad jugak laa yang kena reject tapi purata tu dalam 2-10 je kot.mungkin jugak sebab si dara ni jenis yang cepat sayang kan orang,so selalunya lah,jarang dorang nak reject si teruna.tapi kalau situasi sebaliknya macam mane?lelaki boleh laa maen luah je perasaan dorang tanpa segan silu.perempuan?walahaiiii malu nyee -,- heh!

so,bile ily view blog afro,afro punye post tu banyak membantu.afro cakap tade ditetapkan dalam mane mane hadis pun yang perempuan tak bole memulakan sesuatu hubungan.and afro sendiri suggest better kot kalau perempuan yang mule dulu sebab kate afro lelaki ni selalunye tak serious.and afro jugak ade cakap,zaman sekarang ni pepatah 'PERIGI CARIK TIMBA' da lapuk.da lame dah tak bole pakai.betul ke?haduiii -,- mungkin betul laa kot :)

dan berbekalkan semangat yang afro bagi melalui blog dy tu,ily beranikan diri confess dekat dy.hah!korang pk ape tu?korang engat ily confess ap dekat afro?nak cakap ily suke afro laa tu.haha.ceyh* mane ad.gila kau!kena pancung dengan kak azwa nanty.hahaha.tadelaa.ad laa membuat pengakuan sikit.afro cakap dy respect saye sebab berani stand up and tell the truth and accept everything.haih.nampaknye afro belum cukup mengerti lagi ni.

macam yang afro cakap laa,bile kite adore someone,better cakap daripada biar je orang tu melepas.but one thing afro kena tawu,bile ily buat keputusan nak confess tu,ily da pk all out da.berfikir all out means,ape je respon yang bakal ily terima dari pihak lagi satu,sama ada good or bad,ily accept je.percaye atau tak kalau ily cakap,bile kite buat pengakuan,kite rase lega!seriously.it felt so much release.rase macam ketul batu yang duduk atas bahu tu dah jatuh.haha.lebih kurang laa.hehe.

so,lepas tu kite macam dah kurang sangat nak pk pasal benda tu sebab kite da berserah.cewah!haha.trust me!try lah :)



Monday, June 06, 2011

bikin gua panas!

mood:hentuk kepala dekat dinding
tempat kejadian:di rumah atok and nenek di perlis indera kayangan

pagi sabtu lepas,mami ajak balek kampung.naaahai!pagi pagi buta time subuh tu dah kena balek kampung dah.dengan muka mintak penampaq*sebab tak cukup tidoq,jalan pun tak berapa nak pijak tanah,kenaaa jugak ikut.haihhh -,- okay dok perlis buat ily bebai.taw bebai tu apa?naik angin.sebab?CUACA.THE WHETHER.tayah cakap apa laa kan.rasa masa tu macam ily ni biskut halia yang tuan dy tengah bakaq dalam oven.haha.bole bayang dak betapa panaih nya perlis.

dok dalam bilik tak kena,dok ruang tamu tengok tv pun tak bole tahan lama.mandi p laa banyak mana pun,serupa jugak.last last,dok dekat luaq bawah pokok ceri rumah tok,mami ajak p beli aih ketoi dengan ayaq sarsi.lega okay.hilang panaih.bila panaih kan buat kita tak selesa,rimas.time tu jugak rasa macam nak p kedai bagi botak kepala.hahaha.tidoq pun peluh peluh macam marathon.haduii -,-

bebai ja ily dekat kampung.kalau bukan sebab nak bagi duet dekat tok,tak kuasa I nak balek sana.ouch!soryy terlebih.okay dah.bye.

ENGLISH CAMP by ONE STEP SDN.BHD.

Last 1st and 2nd of June,kitorang ad menganjurkan an English Camp bertempat di KPTM terchenta.It was a first try actually for us yang insyaallah bakal bergelar cikgu bahasa Inggeris.cewahh :P itulah purpose dy sebenanye.alhamdulillah even first try,feedback sangat memberangsangkan and we are still on planning for the second camp.insyaallah.nak handle first camp ni pun,banyak sebenanye masalah tapi semua tu biase laa kan.asam garam nak berjaya.*ayat poyo

Madam Salinah Jamaludin as The Advisor

The youngest participant plus the most cleverer


The boy with the green bag is the most brilliant boy

Lecturer's daughter

After registration




Makan time :)






The Projet Manager

The Fasi

As you can see,gambar ily sangat kurang sepanjang camp berlangsung.Ini adalah keranaaaa,haha.I'm The Food Incharger lahh.sebab tu tak banyak picture ily dalam ni.yelaaaa dah name pun makcik kantin,mane orang maw bergambar sekali.hahaha.*joke*


wakluuu.takut bengong!


so,malam tu ily dengan roommate,cik anis hussin tengah golek golek.dah terlelap dah pun sebenanye but then terjaga pulak.tengok cik anis kita dah terbongkang tido dekat tempat ily.ily pun kejutkan dia and kitorang switch tempat tido.otw nak tido tu,teringat alaaa tak solat isyak lagi ni.dah dekat pukul 12 dah so terus bangun capai al-Quran,amek wudhuk terus pegi solat.Cik anis pun sebok sebok bangun solat jugak.

dah sudah semua,baru bergaya gaya nak tido,tak ngantuk laa pulek.online kejap pakai Dell Inspiron cik anis.tibe tibe!

kreekkkk.*diam*krekkkkk

tawu bunyik hape tu?bunyik pintu dol.aiseh!sape pulak tak reti reti nak tido lagi ni.dah pukul 2 dah.bunyi macam pintu rumah orang atas.*sangkaan pada mulanya laa.cik anis yang dah cuak,terus pasang lagu BRUNO MARS.haha.itu part lawak sikit.tanye dy kau dah kenape tetibe bukak lagu ni?kite tatot!haduiii -,- lomah somangat den.

mase tu laa jugak tersedar handset lagi satu tade,misscall then tengok tengok tertinggal dekat luar.oh shit!macam drama dah.memang tak laa kan nak keluar amek.pastu tambah pulak cik anis kita nak terkucil.haha.suruh dy pegi tandas.muntah kalau berani.macam macam lagu bukak.haihh.apelaa naseb badan malam malam buta macam ni.sumpah mase tu dua dua takut.at the end,dekat pukul 4 baru tido.dah tak tahan nak terkucil keluar jugak.ciss!

then da dua tiga hari lepas tu,cik anis cakap Ily,rumah atas mane nak bunyi pintu tu?rumah kita paling atas.tingkat 10.haihhh.peluh peluh den.so,buat tataw jelaa.siang sian pun ada jugak.cik anis cakap saje je dy nak kacau kite.