Thursday, October 27, 2011

I had enough.


Bukan nak maki,bukan nak caci,cuma nak luahkan apa yang terpendam di haty.



Manusia memang tak lari daripada melakukan kesilapan tapi sebolehnya elakkan laa.Haty manusia dikuasai oleh manusia itu sendiri.Kadang kadang,bila manusia nak menyampaikan satu satu perkara yang terlintas di haty,tak semua benda boleh terus laju keluar dari mulut.Berfikir menggunakan otak.Menilai dari sudut mata haty.*tapi kalau haty dah gelap,dah tak boleh nak buat ape laa!

Manusia laen maseh punya perasaan.Tak semua manusia punya haty batu or haty kayu or what so ever.Terkadang,haty manusia mungkin dah tak boleh nak menerima gurauan melampau dari manusia laen.Tak semua benda dan bukan setiap masa haty manusia boleh tahan dengan satu baris ayat yang dianggap gurauan bagi manusia laen tu.

*BIG SIGH -.-"

ps. I love you sayang.Don't get too tense with your work.SMILE.Everything will be fine.Believe me.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Because you love me.


Dear boy,


p/s : I love you double-more today sweetie pie :-*

THANK YOU ;

Because you were always there when I need you.
Make me feels good when everything hurt.
Saying you love me more every time I said I love you more than you do.
Buying me ice cream to make me happy.
Treating me like a princess.
For every precious moment we cherished together.
Knowing me at my worst but still wanna be with me.

REMEMBER ;

I'm not going to leave you.
I'll be with you ups and downs.
I LOVE YOU :-*

Thursday, October 20, 2011

He's my boy!


Tanak cakap banyak laa.
Last Sunday was love's Convocation Day and I was there watching him smiling on the stage.

Just telling you sweetheart,
I am proud of you
AND.
I am glad that I have you in my life.
I just love you for the real you.

MY BOY! :D

*Muka bangga holding his scroll's replica :D
you deserve that honey!

*With Acap Sengal 

Hensem siall pakwe gua!
abaikan orang baju pink tu k.itu member je.*tak bole lebih lebih :) haha

ENCIK FAUZI BIN PAJIR AHMMAD
the ring symbolizes my love for him :-*

HIM with peeps :)
*whoot whoot*
yang paling ehem ehem dekat tengah tu.haha
 tanak puji.dua kali sebulan je kan b?
ehem ehem means hensem + mancung -.-"

Acap,Fauzi,Orang Tua,Masha :D

Anyway,CONGRATULATIONS sweetie.
All the hard works suda pun dibayar.

I wish you all the best in everything you do.
Just like you always tell me,I'll be there for you.ALWAYS.
No matter what,no matter how tough the situation will be.
I'll be by your side.

AND the only reason I'm doing that is because 
I LOVE YOU.

p/s : Deep down inside my little heart,I'm hoping that you are my last love.
Because my heart has love you too much.

p/s : I love you sayang <3 !
Dato' Dr.Haji Fazilah Kamsah cakap kena selalu cakap ILY.haha.


Monday, October 17, 2011

Big girls don't cry.


I am a girl.
I love you.
BUT.
Sometimes.
I have something inside me.
That I call jealous.
AND.
It became DOUBT.
Something.
That I don't want.
BUT.
It's also something.
I can't avoid.
Because I love you.
I'm afraid.
There'll be another girl.
Who can make you happier.
Than me.

p/s : I love you sayang.Can't bear if I lose you.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Saturday, October 08, 2011

The silenceness.


"Silence is a girl's loudest cry.You will always know she's deeply hurt if she's ignoring you."

Well,sentence dekat atas tu jangan engat girls cuma akan guna bile dy terasa haty dengan pakwe dy je.It's not necessary.Sometimes,I admit,girls are a little bit difficult to be understand but most of the time tak kot.In guys' opinion,tataw laa macam mane.Maybe for guys yang banyak tawu serba serbi tentang girls,maybe tak susah.

I may be good in writing especially when it comes to expressing feelings.That is just me.Tak pandai nak bercakap lebih lebih nak describekan ap yang ad dalam haty.So,a girl like me make a piece of white paper her best friend.I guess so :D

I may be a happy-go-lucky girl and you may be hard to see me cry but don't forget,I still have a heart and I can still feel the hurt and what makes it perfect is that you will never know when I'm totally hurt.I just can't ignore you because you are my friend.The silenceness between us made me feel awkward.Hmmm.

But you'll never know friend.And if you know,you won't understand.

p/s : Notice tak banyak sangat gune perkataan MAYBE and MAY BE?haha.Dah kenape tah.

What a weekend!


Mood : Left alone sebab boyfie pegi match football dekat Shah Alam -,-"
Listening : Lighter by BM ft. Eminem

Seems like every weekend same je.Bosan yang terlampau,dah tak dapat nak digambarkan dah macam mane.Rase macam nak gigit finger toe pun ad.Rase macam nak !@#$%^&* pun ad.2 more assignments to go.Book Review tak siap lagi pong,still on the way.Naek pedih dah bijik mate jegil depan lapy.Haihh!Ap nak buat lagi nii.Buah haty pulak ad match football dekat Shah Alam.Paham paham jelaa kalau dah jumpe geng,kite ni jatuh tangge ke berape pun tataw laa.HEEE :D

Kalau rumah dekat bole jugak bawak bawak balek jenguk parents kan?Nevermind lahh.Im not gonna waste my money going back to my Kedah and itupun for only two days weekend.haha.Thanks but no thanks!So,end up duduk rumah je,berusaha sehabes keras untuk menyiapkan esaimen yang maseh lagi terbengkalai,terperuk dalam bilik satu hari suntuk dengar bunyik kipas angin.I wish I have a better idea to do.Next time before weekend nak kena buat satu list lahh.Nak buat ap,nak pegi mane,nak makan ap :D Kan?Takkan laa every week nak keluar dengan pakwe jenjalan je.Maw muak jugak dy pun nengok muke kite ni.

p/s : Sayang,next week tengok wayang lagi jum :D HIHI.Kite tengok 'The Three Musketeers' okay?

Kena kasi chance jugak sometimes for him to have fun with his friends.Once in a while je kan :) Because I really think even you guys are together,you still don't have the key to control him or her.Get to know guys jugak sometimes.I may not learn many things YET about him,but I am learning to get to know him MORE.Afterall,I think I have ample of time to do that.Take care honey.Maen jangan jatuh jatuh lagi like last 2 days okay.

p/s : I love you.

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Mood : Not feeling well
Listening : Bunyik kipas angin :D

Hmm.
Recently ni entah kenape tah asyik tak sedap badan je.

Nak kate tak makan?
MAKAN.
Nak kate angin?
TAK PENAH.
Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Makan tak kena.
Tak makan pun tak kena.
Makan pun muntah.
Tak makan pun muntah.
Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

HAHA.Lawak laa pulak!

Tekak pun asyik rase loya.
Kejap kejap muntah.
Kejap kejap diarrhea.
Sampai member cakap ENTAH ENTAH PEMBAWAKAN ORANG MENGANDUNG TAK? -,-"
Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Mami pesan suruh bancuh air teh tanpa gula suruh minum.
HEEEE.
Mane sedap! ;p
Nak pegi klinik cuba naseb tengok saket apa.
Okaylah.
Bye.

p/s : I love you sayang.