This one suppose post last week but then no internet coverage so I post now jelaa.Even post ni dah almost basi.HEEEE :D
Mood
: Boring Sunday.
Listening
: Cry Me Out by Pixie Lott.
Eating
: Spaghetti.
Mm-hmmm.It’s
a hell boring Sunday.Bukak laptop,pasang lagu,listening to Cry Me Out berulang
ulang kali,bukak folder esaimen,konon nak buat book review,no internet
connection,tak bole nak FB,no blogging,ulang alik pegi dapur,bukak
freeze,drinking cold-plain water,apple juice,eating Pringles,ulang tengok movie
dekat laptop,texting and kacau Encik Sepet yang tengah seminar dekat ofis,on
the phone dengan mami tiga empat kali and end up,TIDO!YUP!
What
a perfect ending :D haha.Anyway,that’s obviously not the point why am I writing
right now.
Life
is getting better I guess.And that it happens to be in many different ways.And
that it involves different people.And that everything starts on with my
relationship with myself.You may feel uncomfortable while walking in a crowd or
at your college’s student square.Or feeling nervous while presenting in the
class.Or sometimes it makes you feel like you are a peculiar especially when
people stare at you like they wanna eat you.Feeling afraid that people will
laugh at you for what you’ve done.The unconfident feeling when you first wear a
high heels.So people,READ AND REMEMBER.
“It’s
not how people look at you.It’s how you look at yourself.”
Being
criticise by people is part of everyone’s life.Ever since I have decided to
just ‘butakan mata dan pekakkan telinga’,I just pretend that I didn’t hear at
all apa yang orang laen kritik.Or to be exact,kutuk maybe.I just don’t care
anymore.I live my life and you live your life.Thats all.Besides,I don’t live
with other’s expectations.Maybe mengkritik tu KADANG-KADANG berguna but we
include that in kritikan yang membina.Okay?But kritikan yang menjatuhkan
manusia?Well that one?Na-ah!NOPE!Thanks but no thanks.
Relationship
with family pun is getting better.I mean bukan laa before this tak okay.Like I
said,it is getting better in different way.Proudly I tell you,I am daddy’s
princess and I’m not ashame to admit that.I grew up mostly because of daddy’s
motivations.Because of mummy and daddy’s delicious home-made food.Because of
their unstoppable love and pray.Becuase I have one amazing little sister to
cherish and cheer every moment with me.And because I just love the way it
is.The way everything is.Having the four of us in our house is perfect for me.I
don’t need anything else.And as time passed,as I grew up matured-ly,it happens
that it’s easier for me to share everything with my parent.Including my love
life.Alhamdulillah.
LOVE?The best things happen in life :D Parents
dah kenal dengan si dia plus masa parent datang KL,si dia jadi tourist
guide.And daddy told me,he really try his best to impressed me.So
far,alhamdulillah.Family love him.Busy macam mane pun,he always try to spend
time with me.The one who always there when I need somebody,when I need a friend,when
I need a shoulder to cry on.The one who knows me at my worst but still accept
me the way I am.He’s someone yang mungkin kadang kadang boring melayan kerenah
Ily but tak penah langsung tunjuk yang dia bosan.And day by day,I love him
more.He mean the whole world to me.Thank you for the love,dear love.Pray that
we’ll be together forever :D And last from me,I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART <3
Last
but not least,college life.Well,currently in semester 3,proud TESLIAN.Lots of
self-improvement I guess.I told ANIS HUSSIN,my housemate that I wanna be in the
Deans List this semester ad my aim would be 3.5 but then she told me,if you aim
for 3.5,then your effort is just on the 3.5 level.People who aim higher will
definitely work harder.Don’t be afraid to aim higher.Aim for 4 flat.And keep
telling yourself I AM A 4 FLAT STUDENT,and I keep that as a promise to
myself.And dear friend,thank you for that :D I love you.So,target sem ni nak
jadi student dean.Previous sem,disebabkan presentation yang tak berapa
memberangsangkan,so pointer tengah tengah dean dengan tak je.SO,YUP!This
semester will be better than last semester!I’m gonna make it,will make it and
can make it!INSYAALLAH.
“Aim
for the moon if you wanna fall among the stars.”
