Assalamualaikum. Hye :)
It has been a really lazy month actually.
thats why update macam chipsmore.
but who cares :) #chill
its my blog anyway. HEEE.
soooooo? YUP!
Last month was a-school-break-month kan?
so tersangat ramailah yang berkahwen.
kengkawan I pun ramai jugaks lah yang berkahwen dan ke jinjang.
my mom's friends and so on.
plus, this month pulak kan CNY. *chinese new year
so everybody was like picking up a beautiful and limited edition date for their wedding.
but masalahnye, I mean for me,
they all had a young marriage!
Y.O.U.N.G.M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E !!
and young means 18-22y/o.
its not that muda2 tak bole kawen. NO i didnt say so.
cuma dont you think 18-22 will be too young?
like derrr if your husband is an engineer or a doctor or a Dato', then nevermind lah.
at least you know your hubby can afford you.
but if your husband cuma a student like ME or JUST an OPERATOR??
gosh! how did they actually think haa?
memanglaa berkahwen tu bole mencegah macam2, but then seriously you dah fikir habes?
awal2 kawen bole cakap laa but then soon bile dah ada anak?
you have to think makan pakai anak you tu, segala kelengkapan anak you.
dont you know having a baby memerlukan parents mengeluarkan jumlah $ lebih banyak?
like I said, what if your hubby tu cuma operator? haaa so how?
you are young, tipulaa kalau you have no nafsu bershopping.
see! there are wayyyyyyy to many things to be think.
#Adoy -.-
Okaylaa but dah itu their decision kan so I bet dorang dah pun berfikir sampai ke akar umbi.
*akar umbi pong bolehhhhhhh ily
but as for me,
#and you too baby boo :)
these are my promises to myself
Selagi ily tak graduate and have my degree scroll, don't expect anything from me.
sorry to say :)
For me, marriage is not in my priority list YET.
ily letakkan harapan my parent di tangga teratas.
making them proud of me first and be a role model to my younger sister.
relying on others is not me :)
for me, kalau nak get married pun maybe around 24-26 kot. Insyaallah.
#kalau you sanggup tunggu I b :)
And i didnt see perkahwinan itu sebagai satu benda remeh.
before kawen, ily nak stabilkan diri.
biar mampu sara my family and mampu besarkan adik dengan tangan sendiri.
Insyaallah tengoklah rezeki ke mana nanty. kalau ada rezeki, Insyaallah jadik lecturer BI :)
#doakan k.
rancangnya, before kawen tu, biarlah dah ada semuanya.
rumah *if necessary. and kalau bukan untuk diri sendiri pun, untuk mami and bapak.
kereta dan paling penting kerja tetap.
Maybe some of you might think,
'Alaaa dah bole bagi duet dekat mak ayah sebulan RM100-200 pun dah cukop.'
For me, I didnt see it that way.
alang2 nak senangkan mami and bapak, biarlah sesenang senangnya.
full stop!
biarlah bila dah keje nanty, ily mampu spendkan duet untuk family.
its my responsibility.
Maybe some akan cakap, 'alaa dah kawen nanty laki kau kan ada.'
memanglaa I got my hubby with me, sharing money and so on.
but the thing is my parent is my responsibility.
my hubby cuma tolong when necessary je.
dan itu akan mendatangkan kepuasan dalam diri ily.
taking care of my family by my own.
Maybe some of you might think,
'Alaaa dah bole bagi duet dekat mak ayah sebulan RM100-200 pun dah cukop.'
For me, I didnt see it that way.
alang2 nak senangkan mami and bapak, biarlah sesenang senangnya.
full stop!
biarlah bila dah keje nanty, ily mampu spendkan duet untuk family.
its my responsibility.
Maybe some akan cakap, 'alaa dah kawen nanty laki kau kan ada.'
memanglaa I got my hubby with me, sharing money and so on.
but the thing is my parent is my responsibility.
my hubby cuma tolong when necessary je.
dan itu akan mendatangkan kepuasan dalam diri ily.
taking care of my family by my own.
If possible, biarlah ily mampu berdiri dengan kaki sendiri tanpa mintak2 dekat orang lain.
Itu azam diri.
then bila semua benda dah stabil, barulah ke next level dengan si dia.
okay sayang? :D
so, for now let's just say NO YET to marriage or engaged.
p/s : you are so near kan sayang with me. KULIM-SP. but tak dapat jumpa. but still I love you baby :)
