Bitter truth.

Assalamualaikum :)

first and foremost, i really don't understand certain2 people's mentality.

is it that bad to be fat?

is it that hard to let other people live happily with their fat body?

like seriously, if i'm given even a chance to meet these kinda people, i'd like to ask one question to them.

even if we, fat-double-chin human are fat, does it bother your life?

ada ke sentuh hidup anda2 semua?

ada ke anda2 semua kena keluarkan duit untuk belikan orang2 gemuk ni makanan?

ada ke kacau hidup korang?

tade kan? :)

then, kenapa mesti nak kena insult orang?

tahu tak apa tu maksud maruah? air muka? 

kot ye pun nak cakap orang gemuk, badan besar, kuat makan or whatsoever, tak perlu laa kot nak direct to face.

SERIOUSLY TAK PERLU.

mine pun had experience this.

ayat yang selalu kena :

1)kalau time tengah kunyah2 kudapan: patutlaa badan besar. asyik makan je.

2)kalau makan banyak: tengok badanlaa. tak heran.

3)kalau tak makan malam: nak diet laa tu. 

4)kalau bab motor: larat ke orang nak bawak naek moto? tengok2 slow je moto tu gerak. tengok badanlaa.

and so on & so forth laa.

kalau nak melawak pun, tengok2 orang and tengok2 tempat jugaklaa okay? :)

i mean, tak semua orang bole terima semua benda yang korang nak luahkan tu.

bear in mind, there are too many types of people out there.

ada yang chill, okaylaa.

but then kalau jenis yang cepat kecik haty? 

and believe me, you will never know how does it feel unless kalau korang sendiri experience benda tu.

tak semestinya yang gemuk2 tu semuanya sebab kuat makan.

mane tawu kalau2 orang tu gemuk sebab sakit ke? 

nak kurus sekelip mata tu pun bukan senang.

so, please, hormatilah hati dan perasaan orang laen.

nak bercakap, tahan2 jelaa apa yang patut.

jangan maen terjah je.

fikir same ye apakah ada orang yang akan terasa haty dengan apa yang korang cakap tu.

okay? :)

p/s: no matter what, i'll always love you and you'll always have me besides you <3

Al-Kitab.

Assalamualaikum :)

suka baca Al-Quran tak? kalau suka baguslaa :) amalkan. 

before that, ini bukan post untuk menunjuk nunjuk ataupun riak takabur. sekadar perkongsian.

AL-QURAN ataupun AL-KITAB.

ily suka baca al-quran. selalunya sebelum ataupun selepas solat.

kadang, bila sebelum tido, mata tak dapat nak lelap, haty rasa macam ada something yang tak kena, amek wudhuk dan baca al-quran jadi piihan.

then baru bole tido lena.

untuk ily, mungkin baca al-quran dah jadi satu amalan.

tapi nak cakap tiap2 hari baca tu, tak jugaklaa. 

sebagai manusia biasa, ily pun ada perasaan malas. syaitan punya godaan, mak aiii lagi laa menggoda.

kadang tengah solat, dalam haty dah niat lepas ni nk baca al-quran.

alih2, habes solat "ahhh.. malaslaa. esok jelaa"

pernah tak rasa macam tu?

tapi bila benda tu dah jadi sebati dengan diri, kuatkan jugak haty untuk baca. 

sebabnya, yang pertama, dapat pahala. dan yang kedua, itu sumber ketenangan ily.

cuma dari situ saja. tade tempat laen. 

terkadang, bila terlalu leka dengan dunia, diri ni terlupa DIA. 

bila jadi something, barulaa kita nak engat DIA. baru nak solat, mintak ampun, mintak ALLAH tolong.

manusia kan :)

anyway, selagi bole baca, selagi kenal tulisan jawi tu, baca laa.

banyak ganjaran. kalau engat, sedekahkan untuk junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad kita, para pejuang terdahulu, para ulama zaman Nabi dan jugak arwah2 yang kita kenal ataupun yang tak kenal.

nota kaki: saya sayang buah haty saya :)

Hi back.

Hey there :)

quite a long time since i last posted.

been busy and lazy recently.

or maybe, blogging isn't a priority anymore. 

HIHI.

so, life's going on smoothly and Alhamdulillah I'm happy and I live happily besides family, friends and HIM.

I'm currently enjoying my midterm holiday.

it's been 8 days here, beloved hometown.

so ya. thats all.

have a nice day ahead and keep smiling :)

p/s: I love my baby.

Not yet lahhhh :)

Assalamualaikum. Hye :)

It has been a really lazy month actually.

thats why update macam chipsmore.

but who cares :) #chill

its my blog anyway. HEEE.

soooooo? YUP!

Last month was a-school-break-month kan?

so tersangat ramailah yang berkahwen.

kengkawan I pun ramai jugaks lah yang berkahwen dan ke jinjang.

my mom's friends and so on.

plus, this month pulak kan CNY. *chinese new year

so everybody was like picking up a beautiful and limited edition date for their wedding.

but masalahnye, I mean for me,

they all had a young marriage!

Y.O.U.N.G.M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E !!

and young means 18-22y/o.

its not that muda2 tak bole kawen. NO i didnt say so.

cuma dont you think 18-22 will be too young?

like derrr if your husband is an engineer or a doctor or a Dato', then nevermind lah.

at least you know your hubby can afford you.

but if your husband cuma a student like ME or JUST an OPERATOR??

gosh! how did they actually think haa?

memanglaa berkahwen tu bole mencegah macam2, but then seriously you dah fikir habes?

awal2 kawen bole cakap laa but then soon bile dah ada anak?

you have to think makan pakai anak you tu, segala kelengkapan anak you.

dont you know having a baby memerlukan parents mengeluarkan jumlah $ lebih banyak?

like I said, what if your hubby tu cuma operator? haaa so how?

you are young, tipulaa kalau you have no nafsu bershopping.

see! there are wayyyyyyy to many things to be think.

#Adoy -.-

Okaylaa but dah itu their decision kan so I bet dorang dah pun berfikir sampai ke akar umbi.

*akar umbi pong bolehhhhhhh ily

but as for me,

#and you too baby boo :)

these are my promises to myself

Selagi ily tak graduate and have my degree scroll, don't expect anything from me.

sorry to say :)

For me, marriage is not in my priority list YET.

ily letakkan harapan my parent di tangga teratas.

making them proud of me first and be a role model to my younger sister.

relying on others is not me :)

for me, kalau nak get married pun maybe around 24-26 kot. Insyaallah.

#kalau you sanggup tunggu I b :)

And i didnt see perkahwinan itu sebagai satu benda remeh.

before kawen, ily nak stabilkan diri.

biar mampu sara my family and mampu besarkan adik dengan tangan sendiri.

Insyaallah tengoklah rezeki ke mana nanty. kalau ada rezeki, Insyaallah jadik lecturer BI :)

#doakan k.

rancangnya, before kawen tu, biarlah dah ada semuanya.

rumah *if necessary. and kalau bukan untuk diri sendiri pun, untuk mami and bapak.

kereta dan paling penting kerja tetap.

Maybe some of you might think,
'Alaaa dah bole bagi duet dekat mak ayah sebulan RM100-200 pun dah cukop.'
For me, I didnt see it that way.
alang2 nak senangkan mami and bapak, biarlah sesenang senangnya.
full stop!
biarlah bila dah keje nanty, ily  mampu spendkan duet untuk family.
its my responsibility.

Maybe some akan cakap, 'alaa dah kawen nanty laki kau kan ada.'
memanglaa I got my hubby with me, sharing money and so on.
but the thing is my parent is my responsibility.
my hubby cuma tolong when necessary je.
dan itu akan mendatangkan kepuasan dalam diri ily.
taking care of my family by my own.

 If possible, biarlah ily mampu berdiri dengan kaki sendiri tanpa mintak2 dekat orang lain.

Itu azam diri.

then bila semua benda dah stabil, barulah ke next level dengan si dia.

okay sayang? :D

so, for now let's just say NO YET to marriage or engaged.

p/s : you are so near kan sayang with me. KULIM-SP. but tak dapat jumpa. but still I love you baby :)

#Wordless Wednesday 1

YOU :D

p/s : Wake up in the morning and realize that everyday I love you more than I do yesterday.