Big girls don't cry.

I am a girl.

I love you.

BUT.

Sometimes.

I have something inside me.

That I call jealous.

AND.

It became DOUBT.

Something.

That I don't want.

BUT.

It's also something.

I can't avoid.

Because I love you.

I'm afraid.

There'll be another girl.

Who can make you happier.

Than me.

p/s : I love you sayang.Can't bear if I lose you.

Don't under estimate me.

p/s : I love you more today sweetheart.

The silenceness.

"Silence is a girl's loudest cry.You will always know she's deeply hurt if she's ignoring you."

Well,sentence dekat atas tu jangan engat girls cuma akan guna bile dy terasa haty dengan pakwe dy je.It's not necessary.Sometimes,I admit,girls are a little bit difficult to be understand but most of the time tak kot.In guys' opinion,tataw laa macam mane.Maybe for guys yang banyak tawu serba serbi tentang girls,maybe tak susah.

I may be good in writing especially when it comes to expressing feelings.That is just me.Tak pandai nak bercakap lebih lebih nak describekan ap yang ad dalam haty.So,a girl like me make a piece of white paper her best friend.I guess so :D

I may be a happy-go-lucky girl and you may be hard to see me cry but don't forget,I still have a heart and I can still feel the hurt and what makes it perfect is that you will never know when I'm totally hurt.I just can't ignore you because you are my friend.The silenceness between us made me feel awkward.Hmmm.

But you'll never know friend.And if you know,you won't understand.

p/s : Notice tak banyak sangat gune perkataan MAYBE and MAY BE?haha.Dah kenape tah.

What a weekend!

Mood : Left alone sebab boyfie pegi match football dekat Shah Alam -,-"
Listening : Lighter by BM ft. Eminem

Seems like every weekend same je.Bosan yang terlampau,dah tak dapat nak digambarkan dah macam mane.Rase macam nak gigit finger toe pun ad.Rase macam nak !@#$%^&* pun ad.2 more assignments to go.Book Review tak siap lagi pong,still on the way.Naek pedih dah bijik mate jegil depan lapy.Haihh!Ap nak buat lagi nii.Buah haty pulak ad match football dekat Shah Alam.Paham paham jelaa kalau dah jumpe geng,kite ni jatuh tangge ke berape pun tataw laa.HEEE :D

Kalau rumah dekat bole jugak bawak bawak balek jenguk parents kan?Nevermind lahh.Im not gonna waste my money going back to my Kedah and itupun for only two days weekend.haha.Thanks but no thanks!So,end up duduk rumah je,berusaha sehabes keras untuk menyiapkan esaimen yang maseh lagi terbengkalai,terperuk dalam bilik satu hari suntuk dengar bunyik kipas angin.I wish I have a better idea to do.Next time before weekend nak kena buat satu list lahh.Nak buat ap,nak pegi mane,nak makan ap :D Kan?Takkan laa every week nak keluar dengan pakwe jenjalan je.Maw muak jugak dy pun nengok muke kite ni.

p/s : Sayang,next week tengok wayang lagi jum :D HIHI.Kite tengok 'The Three Musketeers' okay?

Kena kasi chance jugak sometimes for him to have fun with his friends.Once in a while je kan :) Because I really think even you guys are together,you still don't have the key to control him or her.Get to know guys jugak sometimes.I may not learn many things YET about him,but I am learning to get to know him MORE.Afterall,I think I have ample of time to do that.Take care honey.Maen jangan jatuh jatuh lagi like last 2 days okay.

p/s : I love you.

Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Mood : Not feeling well

Listening : Bunyik kipas angin :D

Hmm.

Recently ni entah kenape tah asyik tak sedap badan je.

Nak kate tak makan?

MAKAN.

Nak kate angin?

TAK PENAH.

Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Makan tak kena.

Tak makan pun tak kena.

Makan pun muntah.

Tak makan pun muntah.

Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

HAHA.Lawak laa pulak!

Tekak pun asyik rase loya.

Kejap kejap muntah.

Kejap kejap diarrhea.

Sampai member cakap ENTAH ENTAH PEMBAWAKAN ORANG MENGANDUNG TAK? -,-"

Kenapa laa dengan hang ni Ily?

Mami pesan suruh bancuh air teh tanpa gula suruh minum.

HEEEE.

Mane sedap! ;p

Nak pegi klinik cuba naseb tengok saket apa.

Okaylah.

Bye.

p/s : I love you sayang.