its not easy to make pple proud of wut u've done .

Heyy !! 

its me again .. ehmm .. where shud i start ?? ...

knoe wut ? its not easy to make pple proud of u n wut uve done especially if the PEOPLE is ur parents .

startin from my UPSR , i got 3A's n 2B's .. 

then my PMR , 2A's n 6B's ..

my SPM , 5A's n 2B's n blablabla ..

n then here comes my FINAL EXAM , 3A's , 2B's n 1C ..

well i guess ive done my best .. infact , my very best to make them proud .

but 'luckily' , i dun think they do ..

dari primary skul ag , result ily ta penah buat dorg asa bangga .

bile ily dapat result PMR , mami ckap , kenapelaa bukan 6A2B ? even ily ta dpt ap y dorg nak , but at least bapak tade ckap bnda y buat ily rasa mcm TAK GUNA ..

then when it comes to my SPM , bapaklaa orang y paaaaling berbangga dgn anak dy .. 

at the moment the school announce that im in the Top 10 Best SPM's Student , he kiss my forehead ..

but mummy ?? i dun knoe .. well i guess i had never make her proud ..

balek ruma jep , mami still nagging n nagging n nagging ..anak orang tuhh dapat 6A laa , anak orang ney dapat 10A laa , anak mmber dy y ney dpt itu laa ini laa n blablabla ..

penah rase tak bile kite di compare2 dengan orang laen ??

HOW DOES IT FEEL ??

have u ? ..

*sigh ....

the fact is ily pon da ta tawu macam mane na buat mami bangga ..

kadang2 kan , sedikit sebanyak ap y mami ckap tuhh buat ily kecik haty ..

maybe dy nak anak dy buat y lebih baekk ..

but mami , dun compare me to others ..

i've put my max effort to be the best ..

n until now , i dun think my result is that bad .

terase sangat mcm mami ta penah na hargai ap y ily buat ..

dy harap ily dapat y terbaek , n bile ily RASA ily da pon dapat y terbaek setakat y ily mampu ..

SHE'S UNSATISFIED !

i got 3.3 for my sem 1 pointer n she didnt even say A WORD !!

did u expect me to get 4.0 for my 1 sem mummy ?? huhh ?

hemmm ..

im juz a daughter n will remain like that forever ..

kakak bukan mcm adeq y selalu je nak melawan balas balek ap y mami cakap ..

i rather keep it inside than say it out loud ..

but its ok ..

MY PROMISE TO U is ..

i'll  b better for my nxt sem n b in the D list !

insyaallah ..

1.00 a.m. , on bed .

pas très bon mais pas si mal !

Heyy !! bloggers .

finally after been waiting and waiting and waiting , 

kelua jugak my final exam result .

*fiuuhh ..

its pas tres bon mais pas si mal ! *translate sndri la ae

i got 3.0 n above for my pointer .. 

ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH ..

syukran jazilan , thank you , terima kaseh , arigato gozaimasu , merci .. lebey2 pulak kann*

thnx untuk para lecturer y banyak menulun ,

untuk my besties (SALMA) n her boyfie (AKIM) .

n for you  too , AINUL AMIRA ..

tape2 , next sem we'll improve better okeyh ?

dan berbekalkan result final ily tuhh , ily lebih drpd layak untuk memohon MARA 4 nxt sem .

yayyy !! *

*senangnya dalam haty , dapat memohon mara .* lalala~~

to ol fwens y mane result u ol not bad , FELICITATION !!

yiiiiipppiiiiiiiiiiii !

"Beauty with Intelligence"

NIKON D3100

walaweyhh ..

agak nye kan , zaman abad ke berape laa ily na bole beli mende alah neyy ??

mau berjanggut berjambang kumpul $ na beli ..

haduyaiiiiii ..

kalau bapak ily tuhh TOKEY BANK ke senang cite laa kann ..

aishhh .. ta bole tahan doe nengok nikon neyy ..

i've done a lil surveying at Google , dy cakap kalau na murah ,

ahhaaa ! ko pegi la beli kat India .

memang x aa .. ko pk India tuhh sebelah uma aku ape ?? 

 kalau aku jadik lec pon sebulan gaji aku ta cukop .. 

adessss ..

saba jelaaa ..

tapi tape ! sooner or later , I'LL GET U BABEH !! 

I WILL !! 

p/s : sayangs ! nanty kite kumpul duet beli ae . HAHA . *berangan

Heyy !! we call these LOVE

“And as a single tear ran down her cheek, she looked to him for comfort, and all he was look away.-

“I don't have to be your first love, but I do want to be your last."

And remember this...never say I love you, if you don't really care...never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there...never touch a life, if you mean to break a heart...never say you're going to, if you don't plan to start...never look me in they eye, when all you do is lie...never say hello, if you really mean good-bye."

"Love Quote; you're, my friend my companion through good times and bad through happy and sad beside me you walk beside me you stand you're there to listen you're there to talk with happiness, with smiles with pain and tears I know you'll be there through all of my years"

“Bottled up inside are the words I never said the feelings that I hide the lines you've never read”

"If I could rearrange the letters of the ABC's I would put U and I together and next to each other forever...."

“Love quotes it when you no you are not dreaming but you feel as if you were"

“Loving a guy is like loving the sport u admires the most, it is hard work, takes allot of your time, but it is worth getting hot, sweaty and upset about ".

“Do you love me because I'm beautiful or am I beautiful because you love me?"

“I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."

“I think about him every day and night. I just can’t get him out my head; I told him everything he needed to know. Now I am waiting for him to tell me what he’s thinking. The next thing I know I open my door and he’s there. He hugs me and I knew it was love"

"U can fall formed the sky, U can Fall From a Tree, but the best way to fall is in love with me" No Guy is Worth your tears and when you find one that is he wont make you cry."

"Too many sleepless nights thinking of you, and when I wake up my tears are running side of my cheeks ,thinking how much I want to be with you and I’m going to miss you still even as a gay ass friend but yeah its part of life so ya!"

"Your tears make me want to change the world so that it won't hurt you anymore..."

“It’s funny that when I read love quotes, you seem to pop up into my head (L)”

"Love has its own time, its own season, its own reasons for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coax it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you"

"I want to be the only one to get the chance to see how amazing you really are"

"If I could be anything in the world I'd be your tear so that I could be born in your eye live down your cheek and die on your lips"

"If you're not the one, then why doses my heart tells me that you are?"

"thru Love is when you miss him even b4 he Leaves its when you called Listen 2 him taLK aLL night n neVa get tiRed of heaRing his Voice its when the thought of his name gives u butterflies n u see his smile when u close uR eyes . .This feeling is *I r r e p l a c e a b l e*"

"Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him"

"When you are alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers remember that in those spaces .You can see my fingers locked with yours forever"

"When you think you’re first falling in love, just then you realize your falling out of love"

"Love can make you do some Cray things... but what's really crazy is not being held in your arms...."

"I ran up the door, and closed the stairs, said my pajamas and put on my prayers, turned off the bed and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight"

"In my eyes you are the world but in yours you are one person"

"Relationships and trust go hand in hand"-Breanne Abbott "I am a sailor, you're my first mate we signed on together, we coupled our fate Hauled up our anchor, determined not to fail ..."

“Songs, although mostly unrealistic, have the wisest love quotes, not because they went on the radio and became a hit, not because they were made by some big superstar...but because the lyrics come from the heart."

'gud' news for December's beginning

     Heyy !! its December olready . **jingle jingle**(burfday aku tuhh) :D nway , im hopin this Santa's month wud b nice to me but 'luckily' IT DIDNT ! wana knoe y ? sebab orang y ily sayang , y rapat dgn ily kat kolej , y kemana mana selalu ke hulu ke hilir dgn ily , y byk support ily , y mana SHE is my BEST BESTIES EVER dapat interview SPA . hurmm .. wut to do n wut to say . afterol it was her parents dream . well , family comes first rite ?? so , to NUR SALMA JAMALUDIN , i wish u ol the besh wit ur new life . juz go n mke ur parents proud of u . remember I LOVE YOU babe ! definitely im gonna mish u .. 


     n for me , the beginning of my new semester will not b that cheer . hurmm .. yelaa , selalu mane mane ily pegi ma mesti ad . kelua pon mesti dgn dy , pagi pagi jalan sekali pegi kolej , kalau puasa pon sekali dgn dy , dalam class lagi , ap2 pair work semua dgn dy . solat . kalau ad masalah dy laa orang first y tawu .  AT KL MY LIFE IS MORE WIT HER . *sigh . na balek kL nanty sorang laa . tade sape daa na borak dalam bas . masa kitorang otw balek Kedah time cuti sem tuhh , she cried so much in the bus . dy ckap sedih na tinggal smua . *she act as if she knoe she'll get the interview . hurm .. sedih doe ... enough for now i think .

dedicate Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan for u dear . 


p/s : i'll owaiz lurve you babe !!